Today I am not feeling well. I have not been really feeling well all month. The only thing I can think about this is that God is calling for me to BE STILL as usual. I have moments when I try to 'figure it all out.' That is when I start wandering further and further from the Lord. When I relax and lean into HIM...something wonderful happens. Peace. I don't feel like I have to carry the weight of my life on my own shoulders. Question is: "Why do I keep trying to do it all myself?
If only, I could just learn to lean into the Lord EVERY day. I would be a much happier human being.
Thank you Lord, for letting me lean into you. You shelter me in the shadow of your wings and I am at peace.