Hyper-Vigilance

Once  again life at the Morris house has taken another turn.  One thing about life that I have learned in the past year is, do not take the present moment for granted.  Life is full of changes and Change is the NORM!  
I want so badly to be settled but I don't believe that will be an experience I will ever have.  That could be a good thing.  Not having a regular routine keeps me living in the moment.  AND I do not get complacent.  I don't have that luxury!  
Now that I am in a new place, a new town, and a completely different financial situation... I find my self in a place of re-creation.  
I recently told someone... necessity is the mother of invention.  I know someone else coined the phrase but I never felt it had much relevance to me...until NOW!  
I am searching for more ways to make money and survive or even excel from my present circumstances.  It causes me to think outside the box.  And it keeps me in a constant hyper-vigilant state of mind.  All of this equals -- STRESS!
Now I truly value all the constants in my life.  I am so grateful for family and friends and especially the man in my life.  Without him... I would be terribly off-balance.
I know this is not new to most people but somehow I had to get this out of my system.  Thanks for reading... See ya on the flip-side. :-)